How is it possible to miss someone who lied to you so completely? How can you long for someone you know that you don't want to be with again? Why did I dream about you last night after such a long time?
There are things that I can't explain -- the deep, tender ember I feel when I hear good music, the soft tingle I sense when I read a good line, the spiritual warmth I enjoy when I'm in the company of good friends, the profound peace and joy I experience when I'm in the presence of the Giver of all good gifts.